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CONTENTS
>>>> 1. to the lost artists, the poets with bad teeth
>>>> 2. i couldn't find my feelings, i looked everywhere for them
>>>> 3. i had a choice to make, between my grandmother & a cockroach
>>>> 4. i have no loyalty, having been through too much
>>>> 5. i do not want the taste of another woman's cunt inside my mouth, so i make sure he brings a toothbrush
>>>> 6. ride the waves of your success girlfriend, i'll love you for it
>>>> 7. the wind that made the city restless, that cannot be described
>>>> 8. the crying & laughter inside, it is very loud
>>>> 9. to the landlords of collingwood, & to the poets who pay the rent
>>>> 10. on red alert, with the eyes of a doll
>>>> 11. you may think that this is a rational vivisector, talking to an irrational animal rights activist
>>>> 12. i moved through the tunnel of love, with spikes coming in through the sides
>>>> 13. for the doctor who assaulted me, during an internal examination
>>>> 14. i tried to take a photo of the desert in the wind, after i had jumped off the plane
>>>> 15. the cold & moderate rain, that stops routine
>>>> 16. my mind is like a snow storm, the feeling is of sprinkling
>>>> 17. a surrealistic piece, elephant included
>>>> 18. during your time of being hurt, are you feeling anything?
>>>> 19. for the sheep, that were brought to the melbourne highrises
>>>> 20. the long distance telephone lights, that flashed from a suburb away
>>>> 21. i will not put a cock into my mouth, well maybe tomorrow
>>>> 22. depressed, like land where the forest has been lifted
>>>> 23. lettuce doesn't prefer classical music over heavy metal, a vegan is not from the planet vega & a tomato is not an animal
>>>> 24. the townhouses called palm court, with one palm tree amongst concrete
>>>> 25. my grandmother putting the slipper in, a surrealistic piece
>>>> 26. horses used in bullfights are stabbed many times, by the horns of a terrified bull in agony
>>>> 27. my face went squiggy in his hands, i dribbled a bit
>>>> 28. the dark man, with the intention to rape, may have been a friend
>>>> 29. now is my grief of wading in sewerage fully realised, i think if only i had known
>>>> 30. after the flood, the fear of you & the dread of you
>>>> 31. haunted houses, there are a variety of them existing in me
>>>> 32. poets have bad teeth, have you ever noticed?
>>>> 33. like an ant that ran around disconnected, with one antenna crushed
>>>> 34. essay on shyness, the deer-hearted lover
>>>> 35. M.I.B.s do not take tea, coffee or biscuits when offered, & depart into nowhere
>>>> 36. in any race or swimming event, i would always come last
>>>> 37. rain in blackheath, the blue mountains, new south wales
>>>> 38. there is no romance in the nervous breakdown, no creativity
>>>> 39. sleep comes, when the moon is rising on the borders of my consciousness
>>>> 40. we do not hear a cow that struggles along a ramp, the goats that scream like humans
>>>> 41. cake, hollywood movie & carpet analogies that apply to our relationship
>>>> 42. a woman has been brutally murdered, & will never perform fellatio again
>>>> 43. the way i stare back into the camera, my presence is disturbing to her
>>>> 44. bringing the shell to the desert, with sydney harbour blowing in it
>>>> 45. there is a physical bridge to cross into suicide, between thinking it & actually doing it
>>>> 46. the creation of the artist is never intentional, it is deadly inspired from somewhere
>>>> 47. of slapping myself on the cheeks, of getting a grip on my life
>>>> 48. like that brave woman in britain, that went down under a veal truck
>>>> 49. before you p.t.s. your dreams, please contact me
>>>> 50. i said could they just rough him up a bit, knowing full well that they don't do things by halves
>>>> 51. a homesick australian, in new zealand, gains a new perspective on colour & light
>>>> 52. they said i was a silly girl who needed stitches, & sent me home to cut some more
>>>> 53. the tall poppy is out, the low lying desert shrub is in
>>>> 54. it's like going into hibernation, like all the long winter of our twenties
>>>> 55. parkville piggery raid, be filled with the love of pigs
>>>> 56. press my keys, it won't be long before you discover something of my ways
>>>> 57. the best thing for a greenie that eats meat is to shoot themself in the head
>>>> 58. a small parting of clouds is a colossal event, the sun is so bright
>>>> 59. for the timid artists who are retreating, how the world will impinge upon your timidity
>>>> 60. i will have to kill my dogs eventually, & then keep living
>>>> 61. i hate you, you know how to hurt me
>>>> 62. pow pow pow, all your teeth were directly shot out of your mouth
>>>> 63. i walk around with a dead weight inside, that feels like a shovel itching to dig his grave
>>>> 64. there was a primal scream, in the backyard of a unanderra housing commission estate
>>>> 65. poetry is for the middle class, as a little hobby on the side
>>>> 66. each time i eat out of control, i am losing sight of my dreams
>>>> 67. tyke, the circus elephant, finally leaves us to our own devices
>>>> 68. he tries to break away, but runs back home as soon as the storm is sailing the sky
>>>> 69. for the gutless men & little boys, hurt once & frightened of being hurt again
>>>> 70. my singing is like crying, my song is like shouting
>>>> 71. fished, looking back into the river
>>>> 72. i found my mattress & lay down on it, i think i stayed there another twelve hours
>>>> 73. i'm feeling disappointed, a little hurt inside
>>>> 74. melbourne is a mystical city, & i thought i was a mystic
>>>> 75. if someone commits enough murders, they will eventually be found out
>>>> 76. it was like expecting an american spellcheck on the computer to spell VEGAN, when it kept spelling VEGAS
>>>> 77. with each kilometre through the liquid, my ultimate sinking or flotation
>>>> 78. as your big ship of curses draws out from the quay
>>>> 79. the northern territory ginger cat was killed, otherwise it might have built a macdonalds on ayres rock
>>>> 80. he sees my white dress & knows that i am doing well, he sees my black dress & worries
>>>> 81. the short-lived peace that revenge brings, like bricks through plate glass windows
>>>> 82. another baby was bashed to death by its mother & father, so we can sleep easy in melbourne tonight
>>>> 83. falling through the safety nets, into more & more stars
>>>> 84. they play with my long hair, like pieces of rope on the deck of a ship
>>>> 85. as the monster gradually manifests, i describe it to my counsellor
>>>> 86. there are twenty-nine white rhino left in the world, looking out at the sunset
>>>> 87. an old candle was lit beneath the spoon, as the kitchen relaxed into its shelving & flickering
>>>> 88. the hysteria of birds killing birds is not pleasant
>>>> 89. when i said you were a fat-arsed slut, i was only being honest
>>>> 90. the way that the drunks in our lives cook the dinner, then smash us like plates
>>>> 91. when they dropped the farm gate on the baby, during an argument
>>>> 92. they have had champagne & cashews, whilst you've had tea & salted peanuts
>>>> 93. i am happy for the rats to be on me, together we have come out into the day
>>>> 94. i'm reading a dictionary of fear, from a hospital bedroom
>>>> 95. the accident at warwick farm, an inappropriate laughing experience
>>>> 96. her mouth was opened into a smile that shot the roof off the night sky
>>>> 97. the long-billed corellas that destroy the picnic tables of central victoria
>>>> 98. this is a heavy cloud over my thoughts, one day it will lift
>>>> 99. there are five wet rad pads, blowing in the wind
>>>> 100. get as much help here as you can, get it here as quick as you can
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