Coral Hull: Prose: Vegan, Vegas: 21. i will not put a cock into my mouth, well maybe tomorrow

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CORAL HULL: VEGAN, VEGAS
21. i will not put a cock into my mouth, well maybe tomorrow

i will not put a cock into my mouth, therefore all your philosophising on how hot bitches & whores love it so much has come to this, my face in front of your stomach, my face looking up at you & my eyes saying, 'i will not put your cock into my mouth, i will not run my lips up & down the shaft of it, i will not suck on the tip, i will not lick your balls or take it all into my mouth like a lolly, i will not have you watching me on my knees, & your thoughts of: there is a woman sucking me off, my face will not be this close to what is in your trousers, no matter how much you have pestered me & kept me awake, or followed me or fantasised whilst fixing yourself up, no matter how much you have coaxed me, with your bent little finger in my mouth, moving it backwards & forwards along my tongue, & your deep cool voice, in my ears, my eyes & along my facial skin like a breeze, saying 'deep throat it,' or 'lick me up & down,' no matter how much i have loved you, or that i would do anything for you, except this, therefore all your dreams of sluts in porno movies coming to life, in the bedroom of a safe & decent relationship, with the one that you love have come to this, my eyes looking at your cock, your cock that is just waiting to be manoeuvered into coming by my mouth, & then nothing happening, just the numb experience of my eyes saying, 'thanks to pornography, it has not come to blowing or to headjobs, or going down onto or coming, instead it has come to me wondering, & the assumptions by you, oh yes all women love it, mmmm they love it to death, mmmm so you've heard that they love it, well that's not what i've heard, but you can go back to the industry, & lastly well do i love you that much?, & am i that turned on that i could lose myself? & then go down i go, to take it all in?, but instead it has come down to this, yes, through it all, i still love you, but i will not put a cock into my mouth, well maybe tomorrow, but go back to the pro's for now

    

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