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THE REASON WHY PHONES DON'T RING
I just feel so cheated and useless
and empty
that I could stab a knife into
a wooden door
a thousand times
until it screamed
I feel like a fool and
I could just kick myself over
and over again
off the edge of a lonely coastal cliff
one night in the rain.
How could a person be so
stupid and trusting and
optimistic. I hate what
you've done to me and I'll
never trust again.
I just hate to hate people
who use people
Because above and over all it hurts. |