so why do i put up with it?/ because i am guilty
as charged/ deep down inside i am worthless/
guilty to be sticking with mr authoritarian/ to
be tolerating mr neurotic psychotic/ is he
neurotic or psychotic?/ well he's a little bit
of both/ i think with you he has what is called
a love hate relationship/ he doesn't love you
he can't/ so get the hell out/ do both of you a
favour & get rid of him/ let it go/ & go go go/
he is offering nothing but pain/ but why?/ &
why am i so slow to understand?/ why does he
abuse you?/ because he can/ why does he pick
on you?/ because he is weak/ why is he weak?/
because he is full of hate/ the public sees him
seething with it/ why do you take it?/ because
you are weak/ why do you put up with it?/
because i can/ because deep down i want it to
work/ i want the psychotic world to be at peace
with itself/ i cling to learned behaviours &
destructive patterns/ but why cling to old
wcriminal record but/ he's a compulsive gambler
but/ he's bankrupted but/ he doesn't want to
work but/ he wants to live off me but/ he calls
me names like fat slut but/ basically he is a
slob/ but apart from that he is a really nice
guy/ he never once bought me a gift but/ he
gave me a black eye & a nose bleed but/ he
put down my friends & my family but/ he
smashed my teeth in when he smashed my
television but/ told me to have a hysterectomy
so he wouldn't have to wear a condom but/ he
never listens to a word i am saying but/ he's a
freeloader & a mummy's boy but/ he's weak
& dangerous but/ he dragged me from room
to room by the hair but/ he tells me that i am
ugly/ that everything i do is a failure/ that i'm
neurotic, paranoid, fat, stupid, insane, over
emotional, bad, a nagging bitch/ he told me
he reads pornographic magazines whilst
sitting on the toilet/ that he likes oral sex with
children but not penetration/ but apart from
that he's a really nice guy & besides i love him
