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OPEN DOORS OPEN NEGOTIATIONS [2]: ANNULMENT BY DESIGN
The Holy Spirit Had Afforded My Mother Temporary Understanding Of My Situation And The Ears To Listen.
My Father [the one true God of Heaven and Earth] knew exactly how and when, to deal with my multiplicity and responded to each individual self, according to their needs. Put another way, one could say, Father knew that I operated in individual multiple mindsets or had multiple consciousness; selves who could be consciously isolated from each other, and who could still operate autonomously, in regards to their original programming. This went so deep, as if to occur, even on a spiritual level. In understanding everything about me/us, Father was able to deal with me in whatever mindset I was in at the time. On this occasion He would deal with me as Sophie, the one who was created by The Dragon, to be a living sacrifice to Satan.
Annulment By Design
Around three and a half months later, I woke up inside my dream again, this time, to find myself in a dark and empty Victorian house, half lit by the outside. As I began to move quickly through its corridors, I had the feeling of both dread and familiarity/ attraction. I saw the dark pair of shoes beneath the skirting boards from outside, as if the entire house had been lifted slightly off the ground. These shoes appeared wherever I went and I was aware, that I was a captive on the inside, of the one that stalked me from the outside. The Dragon then appeared before me, as if blocking any exit or chance of escape. Once again, He was in his Phantom of The Opera form.
To Me The Dream Was Real. I Had No Idea That It Was Being Observed By Both Heaven and Hell.
I looked on, completely helpless, as he looked down at me, saying in a loveless and inhuman voice, "You are going to have my child." As he said this, he came towards me and latched onto my forearm. I looked into his face and as I pulled back away from him, I again saw it shifting, between human and non-human, as the skin beneath was black and one of his eyes flashed red and then, reptilian. In my heart I knew him well, but the situation was so frightening, of being trapped with him and by him forever, that I resisted him. "Nooo! ..., I wailed, "Nooo! ... Nooo! ... It's not right! This is not right! It's not right!" Upon saying this, I was allowed to wake up.
Knowing God's Will For My Life, Allowed Me To Know What Was Meant To Be, Or Not To Be.
Later in the morning, as I was able to shake off the atmosphere of the dream, I was told by a holy an angel of God, that The Dragon had put in a request for ownership of my spirit. Since I had chosen him and not Jesus, in the previous dream. He was saying to God, that it was not fair to keep 'all of me' for Jesus, against my will, when 'part of me' was still choosing him. God had then told The Dragon, something along the lines of ... that a proper marriage between human husband and wife involved having children and so The Dragon had been permitted to test me on this, before God, in order to support his claim over my spirit. The result clearly speaks for itself ...
As Sophie, the mind control only went as far as the seduction and submission. When it became 'real', as in a 'development' in the relationship, even as Sophie, I was able to resist, simply by knowing God's will over the will of The Dragon, which was akin to knowing right from wrong. This knowing won out, over any feelings of helplessness and adoration, for my former 'father' and The Dragon was proven wrong. The holy angel of God, in his kindness, was to tell me that The Dragon actually believed that I wanted him as my husband, in place of Jesus and had to be shown that this was not the case. While I lived in the physical, I still had a choice, just as every other human being on this earth had been afforded a choice between Jesus and Satan. God in His great wisdom and mercy, had even treated one of Satan's fallen [The Dragon] fairly.
A Few Words From Jesus
Around This Time Father Had Me Listen To A David Wilkerson Sermon, 'An Eclipse Of Faith.'
With Sophie fronting in the multiple system, there was remnant fear in regards to The Dragon after these two experiences, God had me listen to a sermon through YouTube titled, 'An Eclipse Of Faith' by David Wilkerson and when I opened the pages of The Holy Bible Jesus, who was with me from the beginning and who had told me that he would be with me until the end of time, spoke directly to me from the page:
"If you will still abide in this land, then I will build you, and not pull you down, and I will plant you, and not pluck you up: for I repent me of the evil I have done to you.
Be not afraid of the king of Babylon, of whom ye are afraid; be not afraid of him, saith the Lord: for I am with you to save you, and to deliver you from his hand ...
But if ye say, We will not dwell in this land, neither obey the voice of the Lord your God,
Saying, No; but we will go into the land of Egypt, where we shall see no war, nor hear the sound of the trumpet, nor have hunger of bread; and there we will dwell:
And now therefore hear the word of the Lord, ye remnant of Judah; Thus saith the Lord of hosts, the God of Israel; if ye wholly set your faces to enter into Egypt, and go to sojourn there;
Then it shall come to pass, that the sword which ye feared, shall overtake you there in the land of Egypt, and the famine, whereof ye were afraid shall follow close after you there in Egypt; and there ye shall die.
So shall it be with all the men that set their faces to go into Egypt to sojourn there; they shall die by the sword, by the famine, and by the pestilence: and none of them shall remain or escape from the evil that I will bring upon them." [Jeremiah 63: 10-17, The Holy Bible, KJV]"
Father knew exactly what to say, at exactly the right time. While I knew that He wanted me to stay at Eva Valley, in order to write my testimony, my mind had been wandering to other places. It had gone back to England, Scotland and Ireland, to the life that I had intended to live, wandering across the fields with the faeries and writing poetry, and improving my mediumship skills under the tutelage of The Arthur Findlay College, even when I knew it was demonic. It had wandered over to the far north of Queensland, in so far as I began to engage in an old passtime, of looking at real estate online. Each time I did this, a cyclone would approach the town. I said to Father, "I am not going anywere. There is nothing to go back to." However, on a few occasions, but not too many, I did entertain passing thoughts of returning to Paris in order to roam its streets, displaced, disorientated and out of God's will for my life. After allowing this to continue on and off, for a year or so, Father reminded me of his promise and warned of consequences of returning to my old way of doing things. Father never failed to speak directly to me through His Word. His timing was always perfect. At the time this was given to me, it was like Jesus was speaking it to me.
Father Never Failed To Speak Directly To Me Through His Word. His Timing Was Always 100% Perfect. |
