OPEN DOORS OPEN NEGOTIATIONS [1]: UNGODLY ATTACHMENT
The Dragon Had Been Running Our Dream Landscapes Like A Hologram Since Early Infancy.
Before I was saved, The Dragon had told me through my poetry, that we were 'the dream of each other." For years before and after that, he had been setting me up in dreams, in psychic environments, where he posed as different men, in order to gage my responses. While desirous, The created scenarios were never actually sexual or even physical in nature. They were nearly always about me 'falling in love' with him. Usually the dream would only last as long as the feeling was there. If I rejected him, the dream would end. Then he would reject me in another dream, enjoying the fact that I was disappointed, when that happened. Other dreams were meant to shock, such as when he posed as a young man, my fiancée. We walked awhile holding hands, until he suddenly suicided in front of me, by stepping off the ledge of a building.
It was only after I was saved in 2009, that he grew huge and menacing in my dreams, allowing me to be in an environment alone for a while, before he crept up on me, lifting me into the air and shaking me up and down, until I cried out for Jesus, was his favourite scenario. In these dreams, he was a terrifying invisible predator and God allowed this to continue after I first got saved, I believe, in order to teach me how to take authority through Jesus in my dreams. Whenever I did this, Father would allow me to be woken up. It was all about consciousness, one mind invading another, with his mind, sinister, malevolent and exceedingly more powerful than my own.
The Dragon As A Ball Of Light [Above Left] and His Projected Dream Image Of Himself As The Phantom.
I believe that The Dragon set up something akin to a holodeck, that used to feature on the Star Trek series, were he would create a kind of virtual reality, or affect my mind in a way, so that I believed that I was in an environment. He would then insert a man. Sometimes, he was 'the man' and other times, I believe that he liked to watch 'the movie' that he had created. After many years of putting up with this and thinking that it was just an aspect of my own psychology, The Holy Spirit revealed to me, that The Dragon had been behind this repetitive nocturnal theatre of the mind for years.
I said to Father, "I want it to stop. I want Jesus or your holy angels to be in my dreams. I want Jesus to visit me." But Father allowed it to continue, sometimes several times a week. Still not trusting in God, with everything, including my dream life, I whined, "I belong to Jesus, ... so why is he still being allowed to do this?!"
A Virtual Reality
In one dream, The Dragon posed as a man who spoke French [He likes Paris], in a constructed city, that resembled a street in Gold Street in Collingwood, Victoria, where I had once lived. After I entered into a conversation with he and another man that he was with, about how amazing it was, that they were keeping animals in all those small houses along that street, and/ or other such frivilous conversation, he suddenly grabbed a firm hold my arm and raced me down an alley way, where at the end, he almost spat into my face. "Do you know what your innocence does to me?! It drives me insane!" He was full of malice and accusation and when he snarled the word "insane", he meant insane with desire, after which I woke up. Later that morning, I rang my mother in Sydney, again. I believed that his self professed 'insanity', was caused by an unfulfilled desire, that being, to kill the spirit of Christ within me.
After hearing about my latest encounter, my mother commented, "He really is the loser." She then went on to say, because the only way in which he could get control over my mind in that way, was while I was asleep, but that as soon as I woke up, the phantasy ended. I told my mother, "He's got an obsession with me falling in love with him!" It was like an addiction, or something that he had to experience over and over again. So he created these continual experiences, that I had no memory of, no prior knowledge of, or control over, other than to respond to the environment that he created and the man that he presented as, each time it occurred. Each time I had no memory of the experience before and each time, I would be responding as the self of 'Sophie', in the dream environment designed by him. So he had both control over the environment and my thinking, or what I perceived to be real, while the dream was allowed to continue. I sought an answer from God and he showed me this image:
Do Fallen Angels Possess The Capacity For Creating Dreamscapes By Exerting Their Minds Over Our Own?
Father has left me to think about this image and here are my thoughts so far. The image appears to be an example of The Dragon in his orb form. With his mind he has constructed a city and when he encapsulates me, when I am dreaming, I am forced to experience, whatever image/ scenario it is, that he places in before me, kind of like a virtual reality. I have been shown that fallen angels and/or demons using this image again and again, that being, of holding a ball of some kind with another spirit/ person, or woman trapped inside. The demon Mackenzie, boasted that he had the ability to do this, to lesser demons in orb form, as well as to me, after I died and entered into the spirit. He was obviously counting on me being unsaved at the time.
So it would appear, The Dragon can somehow create his affect, by interfering with the electrical impulses of my brain, in order to have me experience a virtual reality or hologram, while in the spirit, or in a dreaming state. It's like he is playing with a doll and this is his 'doll house', but it is all done through exerting his consciousness over my own, or perhaps in having more electrical power than my own spirit or brain, since alot of what fallen angels and demons do is about the manipulation of electrical energy. Perhaps something similar may be occurring during an abduction experience, that is more powerful than a dream. Of course, this is merely conjecture on my part.
An UnGodly Attachment
In late 2014, 5 years after turning to Jesus, The Dragon turned up in another dream designed by him, in his The Phantom of the Opera persona. He was dressed in the same attire, except for one small detail, that wasn't part of any personal phantasy, that being, beneath his black suit he was wearing a deep red t-shirt, that was meant to show off his 'body builder's' chest muscles. In his mind, he had obviously 'dressed to impress' and he thought that this might impress me. This just goes to show that even fallen angels make mistakes, since it was more for himself, than for any selves inside me. This time I was the self of Sophie [Sophia/ Persephone], in the 'shared' dream.
No Matter What The Dragon Did, As Sophie, I Remained Transfixed By My 'Love' For Him.
As Sophie, I immediately appeared in the dream with my 'small pale hands' resting on The Dragon's 'huge body builder's chest', as I gazed up lovingly and adoringly into his face, and into his eyes, that where rapidly turning from human, to bright burning furnances of charcoal red, as his anger towards me, as Sophie, appeared so hot, as to burn through his own layer of fake skin, in order that Father reveal what/ who was beneath the disguise. The Dragon was murderously angry at me, for having betrayed him, in turning to Jesus Christ in 2009. However, this was no deterant for Sophie, who, in coming under his mind control again, could only continue to stare lovingly and helplessly into the face of one of Satan's fallen ones, who now felt completely justified in his hatred towards her, as if he had been a victim of her wrong doing.
After this moment seeming to go on for some time, I simply woke up, with the self of Sophie still present, in a small single bed, surrounded by my animals in Eva Valley. First daylight was filtering through the dusty leuvers of the simple stone cottage, remnant swirls and eddies of snow-like patterns, moving around in the cinema complex that had been opened on the backs of my eyes. The incident in my dream, had left me feeling concerned and bewildered, that after almost six intense years, as a follower of Jesus, I had found myself in this position with The Dragon, not as a unified person, but as one of the many programmed selves, originally created by him.
I was now worried what Father thought about all this, still not understanding, that He knew everything that was going on and was allowing all this to occur, in order to help me through it. "And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose." [Romans 8:28, The Holy Bible, KJV]. But what if, as Sophie, I still loved The Dragon, who had beren my creator [groomer/ handler], and who had posed as my Father in Heaven and The Holy Spirit, since my birth, as well? Might not this put me at risk of losing my salvation?
I Was Bewildered As To Something Like This Could Be Happening. I Was Afraid Of God's Reaction.
The confusion and disturbed feelings remained with me throughout the morning, so that I rang my mother in Sydney, to tell her what had happened. I told her that The Dragon has been creating these endless phantasies, in order to seduce me, by having me 'fall in love' with him over and over again, when none of it was real, because as soon as I woke up, the bubble of his control over my mind was broken up and it was back to The Holy Bible. But my dream life was very real to me. Concerned of what God must be thinking, I pleaded with Him over my apparent disloyalty, "It's not very fair is it? That he has done all this through mind control?! Father, ... do something!"
The Dragon waited a few days before he sent me a little sign of what had been going on, at least in his mind. It came as some kind of pop up on the computer that said:
OPEN DOORS OPEN NEGOTIATIONS
I responded telepathically. "Oh no you don't ... You don't negotiate with God. He tells you what to do. There is no negotiation." But still, I was worried about any sin in my life, that may have left those doors open and particularly confusing, was my ongoing attachment and loyalty to The Dragon, even as another self, living inside me, who had been programmed by him. I did not like the idea, that he might have now been bothering God about the incident, in some kind of plea for my spirit. In fact, this is exactly what he had been doing. But Father was continuing to deal with the situation.
Moby - Why Does My Heart Feel So Bad
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