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SURVIVAL
How could you do this.
You were just everything
to me.
I would have died smiling
for you.
This feeling is worse
than anything
I've known.
than any loss
I've suffered.
than any pain
I've endured.
This is like staring
into grey cement.
This is like groping
through thick blood.
This pain is numb.
This feeling is halfway
between longing
and forgetting
emptiness. |